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| What does change mean to you? Changes happens on an everyday basis, we have no control of them, whether we like it or not, we simply don't have a choice or do we? What if what use to be pleasant, happy, enjoyable to you turns into a nightmare, you're not the only one tho... this change has affected everyone. How would you then deal with that. Do you stay where you are and accept this change, or do you stand up and voice out your opinion. What if someone doesnt show you the respect that you deserve, do you keep quiet or do you confront? What if that confrontation will cost you, will you be able to face the consequences? and that consequence would have that person disrespect you even more. So you work hard and do your best at everything you do, but no matter what you do, you're only not only recognized by your efforts, you've been push aside and only seen as a nobody. What would you do then? Once in awhile, X would pass by, casually asked how things are going, but its nothing more than a mask they put on. You've finally gathered up your courage and confidence and confronted, but it continues... not once, not twice, but three times. What do you do then??? Would you just resolve to accepting it? Are changes really that hard to accept? or does it simply take an invidual to look past that change and work with what they've got. I don't think I'd be able to. There are just certain changes in life that you just can't accept..... I can only choose to stay true to myself. | | |
| Sometimes, I wish I could read people's thoughts. If only I could hear them when I want to, shut it off when I want to. Now wouldnt that make certain situations a lot easier to deal with? No confusion there I think after today, I'm over it, no more, and I'm done with it. And I just hate it when my mind thinks one thing, but my body does another. Frustrated. mecontente. Demain sera une nouvelle journee. ....................................................................................................................Abandonner.
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Image that. almost one year since my last entry. Seems like the only times when i actually write in here is when
I'm feeling down. Feeling down to the point that i just want to cry.... but no tears, just tearing inside. You've just learn over time to keep feelings down and not let them show in the surface. Constantly talking yourself in circles, telling yourself its okay, and let it go.
It was harmless was it not? What have I done this time I keep telling myself. It's not like its anything serious, it was harmless. Did he notice?.... So many excuses, so many closed doors, so many unanswered questions.
If only I can go back in time. Erase the feelings, erase the way i talked to you, erase the way i messaged you and take a different path. No matter how you predict things to happen in the future, even knowing the fact that the outcome won't turn out the way you want it to, you still risk it despite the fact that you will get hurt.
I guess life without risks are pretty boring huh. =T | | |
| What if, you were in a marriage with someone who does not care about your feelings, doesnt not live with you half the time, always have it their way, and has a kid with you. But given all the stress you have already with work, that person does not fulfill their share of work as a husband or wife, constantly arguing. You've been married to this person for at least 3-4 years, but you completely hate eachother and no longer love this person. Would you get a divorce? or keep trying until you go crazy. And what if things keep repeating itself and you have done ALL you could, and you are depressed and completely not satisfied with the marriage. Would you then proceed to it? | | |
| Do dreams reflects the deepest feelings of ones heart!? | | |
| Sigh. What do you do when a close friend has completely shut out many people out of their life for a long period of time? Long period meaning more than their usual behaviour. >.<"""
Would you try to talk to them??? but what if they are not wiling to talk, or reply to your calls, messages, turns off their phone, from someone who does not go out too often to constantly going out and not telling anyone where they go. But the last thing you know is that they were mad and pissed off about something. | | |
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